A BLOODY MIND OF ITS OWN.

I don't get myself.

I don't understand the shit i've created.

MY BRAIN HAS A MIND OF ITS OWN LAAAAAHHH.HAISHHH.

*I don't write that 'sasteraish' sebab

i don't like to write as if i'm a smart ass*

SAYA TAK MAHU NAMPAK MACAM UNTA BODOH LA MANUSIA SEMUA.

KEPALA SAHAJA BESAR,OTAK MACAM TAHI.

BERANGAN LAGI.

WHY BOTHER?

i get it you were there when i need a friend

i get it you tahan with my stupidest kerenah.

i get it you jaga i when i need care the most.

i get it we've been friends for almost a year and we bonded like

kembar terpisah *ouh dramatic sungguh *

but sayang,a relationship(even kawan kawan ya) goes both ways.

it needs two people to make it work.

THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT YOU NEVER GETS IT.

FYI,i cerita dekat you even my most deepest and saddest moment.yet you hold back yours.

i can't help or fix you if you don't allow me to do so.

SO DON'T BLAME ME.

DON'T SAY I DON'T CARE.

DON'T SAY I'M MEAN AND SELFISH SEBAB DIDN'T FAHAM YOU.

DON'T MAKE THOSE FACES.

I'M HERE.IT IS JUST YOU WHO WON'T DATANG.

wtf betul.pfft.

*i can't get inside if there's no soul to bear*

TO WAIT IS ALL I CAN DO

as the clock strike 12,
my heart berdebar macam mahu mati.

waiting is such a sakit moment.*sigh*


















*reminding myself to learn and move on*

YOU.YES YOU MY DEAR.

it's hard to forgive someone who had hurt you so much

regardless how much you care.

tapi,nanti saya cuba.

saya belajar something dari semua.

the world doesn't revolves around me day and night.

fikiran kena sama dengan umur kan?

fghjgrrfgxsvbhjn!

*use your otak fat ass!*

STILL

after everything you've done,
you still have the guts to lie.
wtf.









*pergi main lagi.orang kata jangan.*